I made it to Day Eight! I have been doing well on the fast, including my “extra” fast of not watching Hulu. I am more productive–a lot more. I am getting my ministry studies done. Getting housework done. And am able to focus on work projects and complete them much quicker. I am more focused.
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Green Salad with Tons of Goodies
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The Guacamole is Amazing!
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Beet and Sweet Potato Chips with Guacamole & Broiled Polenta w/Refried beans
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My Twist on the Strawberry Spinach Salad
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Brown Rice w/ Veggies
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Mixed Nuts are a Great Snack!
I have actually enjoyed cooking and coming up with a few variations of recipes on my own. My son Chris has indulged in all the fasting foods, and has helped me prepare some, even though he is not on the fast. I don’t see much difference in my health yet. I still get tired, I still have aches and pains, but I also fight a daily battle with Fibromyalgia, so fatigue and pain are normal for me. It is mind over matter, in other words, yes I hurt every waking minute, but I do my best to ignore it. As far as weight loss on this fast is concerned, I haven’t even bothered to step on the scale since I started the fast. Weight loss is a goal of mine, but not on this fast (it would be a nice benefit though). The main objective of this fast is getting closer to God and praying for my children And in those areas I am definitely seeing results!
My daughter, who is the biggest reason I decided to join the fast, was spiraling downward. She was making choices that were hurting her physically, emotionally and spiritually. Those choices were also ensuring she would have a bleak future, if she had one at all. At one point (before the fast began) I was freaking out due to reports that I was hearing and I was ready to fly to Alaska and “save” her. But God told me to wait and let Him do the saving. Doing nothing but praying and trusting Him was difficult. When he told me that, I slumped onto my bathroom floor and cried. But I knew He was right. She would have laughed in my face and I would have left Alaska without her, for sure. I wanted to get her into rehab fast. But God had other plans.
Since the fast, she has walked away from meth and the guy that got her into it! She has made a decision to better her life. She is taking GED classes and making plans for her future. She is even calling me more–and I can understand what she is saying, so I know she is clean. She has found a safe place with a single mom who is helping her get back on her feet and encouraging her to be a better person. And I am blown away!
I could NOT have done that! That was ALL GOD! And in one week! I have been in utter awe at what God is capable of doing–so much more than I could ever do or even hope for. And while I stand in awe of Him, the blessings and answers to prayers just keep on coming…
While I stood in worship this morning at church, I couldn’t help but glance over at my son Joshua and smile, thanking the Lord for drawing him through the doors. He hasn’t “attended” in months–either he slept in, or he would go to just help in the sound room, he didn’t make an effort to go and hear the Word. In the past month, he was unable to go because of work. He works late nights and sleeps days–Wed thru Sun–so I understood why he didn’t go–he was either working or sleeping. But yet I have been praying for him to draw closer to God and receive the direction for his ministry that I know he has been seeking.
Last week, something kinda strange happened–his boss made an unusual request of him–to come in at noon (during his sleep time) and work a couple hours. So Saturday, that is what he did. He got home about 4AM, slept a few hours, got up and went to work at noon for a couple hours, came home and slept till he had to be back to work at 6PM. That was a rough day. So I was sure that he was happy about not having to repeat that again today. But surprisingly he did, but not for work, for church! He got home about 4AM, went to sleep, then got up, took a shower and went to church, then after church, back to sleep– he is sleeping now even–then he has to go back to work tonight at 6PM. This morning, before church, I asked him why he decided to wake up to go to church today (I was intrigued because I knew he needed his sleep, and the day before was so rough on him). He said he figured if he could get up and do that for work, then he could certainly do it for God and go to church. An answered prayer.
Now that is commitment! I should be that committed. We all should be that committed. It made me reflect on how I can be more committed during this fast, and sought God for the answer. “Pray more,” was the answer, and one that I already knew. I need to pray more–not just pray as I have been praying–but get on my needs and pray, put my forehead to the ground and pray, and pray in the spirit when I run out of words to say. I need to pray more. After hearing about my daughter’s decision to better her life and seeing my son walk through the church doors this morning, how can I disagree? God answers prayers when we are obedient to him. And I have three other children that I am praying for!
I thank you Father that Your Word prevails over my children, that they desire to hear and study the Word so they may grow in the grace and knowledge of you, Lord. I thank you for saving them and calling them with a holy calling. You deliver them from every evil work and preserve them for your glory. Give Your angels special charge to accompany, defend, preserve and provide safety for my children day and night. Because they keep Your Word, Your love is being perfected in them. I thank you that my children follow after righteousness, faith, love, and peace and desire to live honorably for you, Lord. In Jesus Name, Amen.